After today I have 4 more letters to write to you, 2 more days until our review. For some reason everything seems to be measured in numbers, 'How many seizures do you have in a year?' 'How many seizures do you have in a day/week?' but more importantly I know roughly how many times you have visited me in my life. You, Epilepsy, have stopped me in my tracks and visited me nearly 60,000 times. That is nearly 60,000 memories I won't get back. I hate that you can take away so much of me, but I've began to control you, I have around 52 seizures a year, or around once a week in terms of absence seizures alone, and although some may class that as 'uncontrolled' for me that is a miracle. I've gone from around 40 seizures a day, to having 52 in a year, I've already won half the battle Epilepsy, and I won't back down now, in 2 more days I will have another plan to fight you head on Epilepsy, and each one works more than the last. So be prepared Epilepsy, because I'm coming to get you.
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