One Year Later.

25th May 2018. I left University. It was the day before I was supposed to break up for half term. Now there's lots of supposed to's. 

I'm supposed to be finishing my NQT year. I'm supposed to be in secondary. I'm supposed to be done with university, but I'm not and I can't change those things I've just accepted those things for what they are.

Secondary wasn't the path I was supposed to take. Primary seems to be my natural habitat but I have learnt nothing is ever guaranteed. I need to make these next 2 years mine. I need to forget about toxic, negative, oppressive people who are power hungry and feel the need to belittle others. instead I need to focus on me. What I want to do. I know I'm not stupid, I know deep down I can do this even if there is a little self doubt.

In 1 year I've spent time crying constantly not wanting to move, rebuilding my confidence, getting back into class, getting a place at university and preparing for university.

I've rediscovered who I am and who I want to be, I've started growing my roots and I can't wait to grow my branches.

So here's to that nightmare of a year. Here's to power hungry people. A new path and hope.

I'm getting the career, I'll take care of that. Destiny just needs to do its job.